Smoke Free Day 2

    I am not sure that I can really call today day 2. Yesterday turned out to be such a mess that I relapsed by 3:PM! I didn't get to go running. The only exercise that I got was when I walked to the store for a pack of cigarettes!

    I am not sure what went wrong  but it made me wonder if I will ever succeed? How was it so easy the last time? I know that my life was not perfect in July but somehow I was determined and I did it... With joy. I really liked being a non smoker. I know that I will this time too but for some reason it is much harder. When I succeed I will not even take one hit no matter what!

    So today I will gear up. I will re listen to Allen Carrs Easy way to Quit smoking, http://www.amazon.co.uk/Allen-Carrs-Easy-Stop-Smoking/dp/0140277633

I will remind myself that I have everything to gain and nothing to lose! Smoking does nothing for me. As I roll up my sleeves for the fight against nicotine, I will think about you on my side rooting for me! That will help me the most.

    So even though I relapsed, I am still going to call tomorrow day 3 because it will be the 3rd day on my journey to freedom.

    Freedom...Ahhh! I cant wait!

    Thanks for reading,

    Suzy Levi

   

   

Comments

[Judy]

NOOO!!!! It was my fault you relapsed! I love you Mom and im soo sorry! I was wr... hem... wroooooooo...... Excuse me... Wr-wr-wr-wrooo-wroooo-wroonnnn-wroooonnnnn-wrong. . . That was harder than I thought... But anyway... You were right and I was wro... wrong... :) I love youu!!! And I have faith in you! Because you can do it! WOOT!