Ok I jumped off the cliff today! Everybody has been warned! I have instructed the children to behave perfectly and get along like angels. My husband is going to try to be home on time tonight, and the house is kinda clean!
I have my battle weapons. Gum-check, Herbal Tea-check, straight jacket-CHECK! Really my weapon of choice is thought control! I have to get and stay happy about this life improving choice. I mean really I have done this before. The hardest thing is tapping into my thinking last time.
There is a sort of panic empty feeling that comes and goes. The ones that camp out for a while are the ones that talk me into smoking. I will use you as my excuse to not give in today. I mean if I smoke today what will I tell my readers??
Maybe for the next 6 days I will take long naps and go to bed by 8:pm! That ought to do it!
That and the straight jacket!
Thanks for reading,
Suzy Levi
ok if people that do drugs can beat ther addiction so can you
p.s its julia :D
Posted by: Julia | 04/08/2010 at 07:15 PM