Ok I jumped off the cliff today! Everybody has been warned! I have instructed the children to behave perfectly and get along like angels. My husband is going to try to be home on time tonight, and the house is kinda clean!
I have my battle weapons. Gum-check, Herbal Tea-check, straight jacket-CHECK! Really my weapon of choice is thought control! I have to get and stay happy about this life improving choice. I mean really I have done this before. The hardest thing is tapping into my thinking last time.
There is a sort of panic empty feeling that comes and goes. The ones that camp out for a while are the ones that talk me into smoking. I will use you as my excuse to not give in today. I mean if I smoke today what will I tell my readers??
Maybe for the next 6 days I will take long naps and go to bed by 8:pm! That ought to do it!
That and the straight jacket!
Thanks for reading,
Suzy Levi